classy not classic

1 year ago

HI EVERYONE! BACK TO TUMBLR LIKEA FINALLY

heheheh this space has been empty for a good 3/4 months now

Notes: 3 / 2 years ago from ohshitanna

it would fucking be the best, but

who are you anyway?

2 years ago

im writing thru you

I’m waiting for us, to reappear.

I thought my path was so very clear.

You won’t remember when this begins.

I’m writing through you, for future grins.

Your journey ambles from here to there.

The timing scrambles, you’re unaware.

My goals and yours are tied the same.

I’m writing through you, to light the flame.

We’re dreaming of things, we want to do.

This started back when, before I knew.

I’m looking back past tomorrow’s view.

I’m writing through you, let’s start anew.

I’m missing most things, that I once found.

I hear you saying, when there’s no sound.

It’s time to rebuild the past today.

I’m writing through you, it’s time to play.

2 years ago

truly madly deeply

sometimes, i feel that maybe all i need is just one reason to live, just one.

i’lll definitely be contented.

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we’re surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

Notes: 6 / 2 years ago from katiejohnson

i still fucking miss him,

but now i fucking like you,

you and me = no possibilty,

i need A ~~him~~ her now, i need love.

help me i beg of you

ok i’ve honestly, had enough, guy or girl, im done. im gna be free, like who i want, and be played (in a good way), im done.

QUOTE FROM REBECCA, “im single and available now”

haha i could so use that sentence dont you think?

on the other hand, why do to someone what you dont want done to you?

people will never learn this, untill they’ve had it, be smart, like only if you’d be liked back

2 years ago

heartbreak, this fake love i made

i hate being in love, i hate this shit.

whats wrong with me?! im in love, i know for sure.

what i dont know is, who? ~

You’ve got to hold me tighter
Cause I’m a real fighter

kidnap my heart

2 years ago

head-mash, face-gash, lights-flash, I-dash

headache, its 9 in the afternoon, oh i meant morning. and im awake, i cant seem to get to sleep without thinking how lonely i’ve felt, this one week without all of my good friends is horrible, i feel like dying already, i come to the computer, there’s nothing to do. i need to be in love, but it takes two hands to help doesnt it? thers no love if theres no you, im not referring to anyone in particula so yeah, random thought that cross my already broken head.

im your biggest fan, i’ll follow you ~~untill you love me.~~

loving you is cherrie pie.

i think its time i be old, emo, and get drunk, sometimes it doesnt cross my mind that i’ve just turned 15, but what the fuck, i’ll do everything that takes my mind of things.

2 years ago

the birthday

happy birthday francis nathasha adele lopez^^

4th dec the advance celebration

met ethel at clementi to train to commonwealth to wait for kimberley and rebecca and brenda, reached cineleisure around 3ish? met chelsea yingjia and lynette who were alr waiting, they got me the birthday spects!^^ beatrice came, headed to koufu, ate, no wait i didnt, the rest ate, talked talked, francesca and weiqi came, talk again, played 31! fucking nice sia eat the shit they mixed. ok wait, NOT NICE. so we headed to 9 floor to play a lill bit of arcade, then decided to watch PULSE 2 at chamber, not scary movie also dont know why the rest scream. i like it when old man cry, too sexy for me. haha then we went, er where? oh TAKA @the LV bag there, bumped into some people, walked off, francesca and wq left. left me chelsea, yingjia and rebecca and lynette. headed to far east. ate @ graffiti cafe, talk alot. headed to the rooftop to take pikchas!! off went chelsea and lynette, it was alr 9 plus, me yj and rebecca wanted to drink so bad, so we headed to harbourfront, PLANS CHANGED! so we decided to call vanessa liew down to west mall to drink with us. NOW THE FUN BEGINS.

AT BUKIT BATOK MRT,.. met up with rebecca’s older sister and her friend, sat there for 20 miuntes waiting for the guest of honour vanessa, finally she came, KNS REBECCA ND YINGJIA HUG HUG WALK INFRONT OF US SIA. super awkward k at first, but after awhile we got all friendly and talking. so all 6 of us headed to cheers, rachel (bec’s sis) helped us buy 8 bottles of vodka blackurrant, WOOHOO! sat at the steps outside west mall, drank, smoke(me and van), talk talk takl alot. people were getting high with red faces, *coughs at v and r -.- so at 11.45 pm i told them

me: eh 15 more minutes ^^

van: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! (cannot even stand properly)

me: hello girl, its in 15 minutes

van : OHOHOH HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

yingjia : forget it nut, she’s drunk

we were so caught up talking, that when my mom callls at 12.03 am

mom : happy birthday baby!

me : its 12 alr???

mom : uh yah?

me: (to yj, van, R) guys! its 12 alr!!!!!

all 3 of them : HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!!!

wah damn funny sia i didnt realise my own birthday.

so me and yj moved on to our second bottle, and rebecca yeongs face is RED WHEN SHE’S ONLY AT HALF HER FIRST BOTTLE. -.- vanessa was alr falling all over the place without finishing her firt bottle. rebecca decides to be emo and call laura. JOKE

rebecca :(SLURING) laura….. i like you……

laura : *hangs up*

HAHAHAHAHAH so she calls francesca and cries like a baby non stop…

vanessa decides to turn emo and cry a little bit too, an im like WHAT????? rebecca starts throwing up, which is so darn smelly, vanessa walks over to the candycanes a size of a lamp post, and swings it almost breaking it. yingjia shouts at her

yj : vanessa! what are you doing?!

van : (drunk and laughing) heheh this is a CANDYCANE!

yj : (rushes to pull her away)

BY THIS TIME, WE ATTRATED ATTENTION FROM ALOT OF PASSERBYS.

so time check was 2 plus and we havent left west mall, so wtf right? hahah rebecca really couldnt stand, so i dragged her up. yingjia dragged vanessa and we both dragged them to the toilet, yj and van went in, me and R stayed out. rebecca still talking to her dear uh hem -.- (rebecca is useless) so yj and van comes out, me and yj decide to get them hot tea to sober them up. ran back from macs with the tea,

van : (pens cover) what is this?

yj : TEA! JUST DRINK IT!

van : but i dont like tea!

yj : just drink it! (really angry)

van : ok madam (gives sad face)

10 minutes later,

van : (plays with the tea bag pulling it up and down) hehe, like fishing sia (laughs to herself)

me and yj : (gives the omg face)

so we dragged both of them into a cab, to yingjias place to sleepover, her mom was P I S S E D with her :/ er we all slept at 5 plus? vanessa and rebecca was still drunk and they were knocking evrything over in the house!!!! omg, damn noisy sia. woke up at 10? all were laughing at what happened the night b4, i went to bathe, they never -.- smelly! haha then to macs, then we 3 cabbed to lakeside after yj went home, and parted ways from there. came home, around 1-2??? relaxed and all then bathed at 5+ to meet parents and brother for dinner and here i am back home.

ethel, thats the sweetest poem i received, i luv you best,

yingjia, a big thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything, even for helping me put up with two drunkards, DEFINITELY THE BEST FIRST 3 HOURS OF MY BIRTHDAY!

also thanks to kim, beatrice, brenda, rebecca, chelsea, lynette, weiqi, francesca, vanessa.

the day was gr8, the night drinking and all the drama was awesome!

happy birthday me.

tomorrow is confirmation, wow it all doesnt seem real