February 2010
1 post
HI EVERYONE! BACK TO TUMBLR LIKEA FINALLY
heheheh this space has been empty for a good 3/4 months now
December 2009
11 posts
im writing thru you
I’m waiting for us, to reappear.
I thought my path was so very clear.
You won’t remember when this begins.
I’m writing through you, for future grins.
Your journey ambles from here to there.
The timing scrambles, you’re unaware.
My goals and yours are tied the same.
I’m writing through you, to light the flame.
We’re dreaming of things, we want to do.
This started back when, before...
truly madly deeply
sometimes, i feel that maybe all i need is just one reason to live, just one.
i’lll definitely be contented.
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I’ll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty. That we’re surrounded by the comfort and protection of.. The highest powers. In lonely...
heartbreak, this fake love i made
i hate being in love, i hate this shit.
whats wrong with me?! im in love, i know for sure.
what i dont know is, who? ~
You’ve got to hold me tighter Cause I’m a real fighter
kidnap my heart
head-mash, face-gash, lights-flash, I-dash
headache, its 9 in the afternoon, oh i meant morning. and im awake, i cant seem to get to sleep without thinking how lonely i’ve felt, this one week without all of my good friends is horrible, i feel like dying already, i come to the computer, there’s nothing to do. i need to be in love, but it takes two hands to help doesnt it? thers no love if theres no you, im not referring to...
the birthday
happy birthday francis nathasha adele lopez^^
4th dec the advance celebration
met ethel at clementi to train to commonwealth to wait for kimberley and rebecca and brenda, reached cineleisure around 3ish? met chelsea yingjia and lynette who were alr waiting, they got me the birthday spects!^^ beatrice came, headed to koufu, ate, no wait i didnt, the rest ate, talked talked, francesca and weiqi...
the time has come
so we’re down to one more day, and im dreading everybit of tomorrow.
todays gonna be awkward i think.? i dont know why but yeah. see you.
im going insane
SICK, very sick, i have traces of blood in my phlegm. and i dont know why. hahah i even went swimming with the floorballers yesterday despite being down with fever, whats wrong with me. hahah.
anyways, we’re down to 3 days. and the major demoralising stressing issue is, floorball. i love the sport. but if i go to the doctors today, im bound to be given a break from the sport for atleast a...
November 2009
40 posts
teehee
ps/ thanks andrea!
pss/ glenda your post was super sweet, dont worry, im always your msn shoulder to rely on.
pss/ ethel do you see this? even facebook cant seperate the fact
long long post (the words i wna say to you) read...
well, im back from camp. and to be honest, i was so missing home on day 1, but now, i just wna return to st joseph’s church, to embrace the other confirmands, to embrace our intercestors and facilitators, to embrace the holy spirit, i want to rest in god yet again. unfailing love
DAY 1
so we got to church and all, took the bus to SJC, met the...
chiow
bye fucktards, hello camp.
explain to me please
after reading my previous post, he came online said one line. he ended off with:
“meep meep you sound cute”
then he went offline. could you tell me what you meant by that? please. you just left me puzzled by that and now i cant sleep
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i want you to know
I want you to know, That it doesn’t matter, Where we take this road, Someone’s gotta go, And i want you to know, You couldn’t have loved me better, But i want you to move on, So i’m already gone.
hate my life, i ‘ve always hated it. and im not ignoring you, im just ignoring my very-occasional feelings for you. i think you know who you are. dont blame me for taking a liking into you, i...
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thanks for the reminder
okay yknow what, i know im ugly. its a fact, and some people didnt need to remind me cause yknow, it does hurt for your info.
(im sure glenda knows what im talking about, btw, glenda im sorry.)
for saying you’re pretty behind your back, which i think was a COMPLIMENT, i get called ugly. thanks alot, no really. your comments are much appreciated.
demoralised, dejected, unwanted,...
i think about you everyday
Oh girls these nights are dull I wish that I could spend them with you I’m looking at this wall Repeating “girl I love you” Just take your pick They’re all the same These things that you are telling me Can’t really show me how you feel I’m breaking down I’m falling down But now I’m breathing And now I am scared to move don’t listen to a word I...
epic conversations
i text to kimberley: (hi all, tmr we will be meeting at tiong bahru instead at 11am) kimberley replies: (so we wont be meeting at tampines anymore?) i reply : WEILING TEXT TO ME.
ROFLMAFO WTF WAS I THINKING WHEN I TYPED THAT, IT DIDNT ANSWER HER QUESTION NEITHER WAS THAT GOOD ENGLISH.
another one for laughs
warning, long post
you see, im not used to being this busy, and i dont know how to manage my time, i have too many things to think about, too many feelings to sort out, and im really clueless all in all. here;s my to do confusion/schedule list.
i have a floorball match (our first game to be exact,) people think its cool that im made captain, but im dreading every thought of letting the team down. TUESDAY 24th...
my friends, my home part 2
gosh guys i miss you so bad! i need to laugh with you guys, i love evrything we’ve been doing for the past months as a team, i love that rebecca joined us, i love that my best friend came out w me yesterday, i miss you guys so bad, no limits to my thoughts of memories with you guys. i love you guys.
today was our intensive 9km, freaking tiring, we made it thru as a team, i love these...
friends, my home.
today i went out with ETHEL TAN (Y), kimberly, beatrice, rebecca, brenda, celia, mouse ^^ it was supposed to be a floorball thing but i needed my best friend so bad and plus the team practically loves ethel so i called her along :) we had so much fun i swear, i wish i had all of them right beside me now :( I MISS YOU GUYS ALR! met yingjia after 3214564594526 years, she seemed pretty upset, and i...
thank you, for everything. today my parents decided to break my heart, and i think im too weak to continue this fight, forget it, chalet’s gone. fuck you bitch, both of you. i hate you, yknow that? i hate my parents. i dont intend on talking to my parents, i fucking i hate you both. just die will you?
i hate myself for talking like this, but you left me no alternative.
web counter ftw
i started putting a web counter for my tumblr last night, it goes by counting every UNIQUE user, and guess what, its at 82 now~ IN ONE NIGHT, hello readers, why yall so silent ah? can tag me pls? tyvm ^^
jealousy kills
jealous much? :/ very
on the other hand, apart from being jealous, im still so super stressed over money and freedom AND schedule woes, i need to sort out the plan thoroughly.
im damn bloody insecure, i always wanted to be the one who you could always lean on, the one you’d call at some bloody unearthly hour just to cry to, the one you’d hug so tight i’d never wanna let go,...
my mom is heartless
guess what? after making me so excited about getting the chalet i wanted, my mom continued dragging the whole chalet shit, and when i called up GOLDKIST resort today, bang! my chatlet’s been snapped up! excuse me my ever dearest mother, i dont give a fuck about whether you like seeing me sad anot, but its never too much to ask for a day of happiness on my most dreaded birthday ever,...
hi im a floorballer ^^ (and this is how we rule)
later i shall edit this post to type texts :) for now, imma follow my momma to the vet!
chalet
okay im going ahead with the chalet plan, its $228, duplex beach view party zone, double story, i gotta make the booking at GOLDKIST 1110 east coast parkway, if they still have availibity that is. pray for me yeah? (its for one night only!)
and ps:/ i love my best friend ethel tan for offering “donations”. i wont accpet them cause i dont think its worth losing respect over my need of...
clueless
ok, i really dont know what to do alr, my birthday is coming up and my parents wont budge, guess i cant have a chalet, maybe we’ll keep it simple boring and sad huh? fuck i loathe the countdown
21 days
edited//
dont know what to do i dont know what anybody wants fom me does anyone wanna see me happy? do you guys know what i mean by saying im sad? sad is an understatement, i need a better...
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY DA BOOMZ
had our 9km run/brisk walk from queensway to harbourfront today, with my lovely floorball teamates kimberly,beatrice,faith,brenda,coach hemma, and myself :) had to overcome my fear of heights at the 1 million dollar bridge and henderson waves not forgetting running up mount faber was a scare, but it was all worth it when coach was so encouraging and stuff. took pictures(in coach’s cam) and...
tired
freaking shagged, NE games day AND training. and the bloody long habourfront to outram walk didnt help. tomorrow will be worse. get up @5am?! run 9km! hopefully catch paranormal activity w the team.
bye
22 days
“Ive made up my mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont...”
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Happy birthday, oops i mean, sad birthday
the days been spent trying to convince my mom that i want a chalet for just one night (one mothafucking night), but noooooooo, my mom wont budge, let alone my dad, c’mon did i really do that bad for the end of the term to not deserve a little bit of happiness everyone deserves on their birthday? all i know is however well or “bad” i did, im never good in both your eyes.
its...
ALLISTER TOWNDROW
A L L I S T E R!!!! hahha see your name AND picture BIG up my tumblr? hahaha
ok as i promised, this post is for you dawg.
thank you for talking to me yesterday, thank you for telling me your very personal story that only your close pals were to know, thank you for tellling me im not ugly (though i know i am), thank you for smiling at me in church though i stone there expressionless, thank you...
RofLmao
hi world, i had training today, honestly i dreaded the thought of training after my 5 day break and illness, BUT, training was so good, that i wna go for training again. ok what am i saying? nevermind. had dinner at plaza sing with my sexy lady kimberly and the rest, damn bloody fun. but i swear, im never going back to ljs @plaza sing. bloody shingz, the manager like kanasai like that i tell you....
“cold hands. studs and spikes. skulls. pretty images. smokers. tattoos and...”
– if i could live my life with you this way, it’d be the worst, best.
confirmation name
St. Adele [noble]
Feastday: December 24 so, i guess its decided, Adele is my final confirmation name, i mean, it means noble and according to the best of my knowledge, noble is humble yet firm. it decribes me perfectly! feastday is the eve of xmas and my birthday month, what else can you want in a confirmation name huh? it all fits, heres my official full name as of 6th december:
Francis...
eh kim, my dog cute right? told you so:) shucks i feel sick to my stomach, ive already thrown up once, so damn bloody bloated:( how kim how?! training tmrw and she doesnt accept sickness?! how????????????????? help me pls, i want to go, but what if i cant, doubt coach’ll belive me, oh wells, worst case scenario is, ask her talk to my mom lor.
him : hey, how have you been?
me :...
so what if it hurts me? so what if I break down? so what if this world just throw me off the edge my feet run out of ground? I gotta find my place. I wanna hear my sound. Don’t care about all the pain infront of me. Cos I’m just trying to be happy.
29 DAYS~